Sunday, June 21, 2015

Things Fall Apart So Better Things Can Fall Into Place

It is always cool to me to look back and see things fall into place. When I left Idaho I was not in a good place. Things had fallen apart both socially and physically. I went to Houston thinking I was going to go back, but that obviously didn't happen. I was sad. I was lonely, and I was so confused it wasn't even funny.

A year later, now look at where I am. I am doing so much better with my arm. Very minimal pain, only when there are storms or I am sitting down a lot. I found a very cute guy that I get to marry (yes I said marry), and I am so happy. How did all of this happen? I left Idaho. I took a leap of faith. I decided to be around people from my religion and go to SVU.  Now I will admit I don't particularly like SVU. I gave up a really good education and music program. The doctor that operated on me is one of the leading surgeons in Thoracic Outlet Syndrome. Blake I would have only met at SVU and in particularly because I was having surgery. But look where I am now. I am so happy.

Sometimes things have to fall apart so better things can fall into place. I am so grateful.

Prays and fasting have gotten me here on both accounts. We prayed and fasted that we would know what was wrong with my neck and that I would meet my husband. I can truly say that things happen on the Lord's time. I am so excited for where my future is going.